mortality becomes a thing

one imagines how the ravages of aging

will undo a person’s body, a person’s mind

but, a violent death in the winter of life!

I cannot conjure the pain, the fear, the horror

puppy trembles when we turn north —

he knows where we’re headed.

when Coco’s ordeal is over,

the vet gives us the thumbs-up.

once again, he’s our happy boy.

halting, cautious footsteps

off-trail preferable to icy pathways

the busy swish of nylon gaiters,

crunch of snow underfoot

deep breaths, a racing heartbeat

the brisk exhilaration

of a cold December afternoon