every other time, an exaggeration
awoke to a world of softness & white
so beautiful this day; oh, so serene

every other time, an exaggeration
awoke to a world of softness & white
so beautiful this day; oh, so serene
wispy & feather-light,
memories of a young girl —
that child used to be me
halting, cautious footsteps
off-trail preferable to icy pathways
the busy swish of nylon gaiters,
crunch of snow underfoot
deep breaths, a racing heartbeat
the brisk exhilaration
of a cold December afternoon
~ for Bill

Once again, I must swear off the news.
Every time I think – yes! – this is what will be his undoing, the rat bastards provide the necessary cover to enable his foul, despicable, corrupt regime to carry on.
How do these men and women sleep at night? Truly, have they no shame?
barefoot across a late-night floor,
frigid air streams in, unopposed —
our front door fallen open —
winter letting itself inside
I shiver in the realization
there are those with so much less
than what we take for granted
The bottom of the year, the end of the line on a long scroll of calendar. Thirty-one days of ho, ho, ho’s and holly; yuletide fare and winter white. Children growing ever more ecstatic as Christmas approaches. Adults, some still young at heart, share in the glow of the holidays. Others, not so much. Disheartened and fatigued with the hustle and bustle, Scrooges among us grumble still.
Pay them no mind. We have more than eight inches of snow on the ground here in central Iowa. It’s beautiful, truly a winter wonderland, a feast for our eyes and world-weary spirits. Christmas lights up our neighborhoods. Holiday music triggers childhood memories and it’s easy to get caught up in the nostalgia of the season. TV fare soothes our psyches with classic favorite characters: Rudolph, Grinch, Ralphie and Elf.
I purchased a gorgeous copy of A Christmas Carol a few years ago. Last night, I started reading it, hoping to make this an annual tradition. Required reading in my ninth grade English class, the book made an impression, way, way too many years in the past. However, I’ve not read it since high school and decided a few weeks ago to read it in the month of December this year. The book is an illustrated version, nicely bound, and so far, a real joy to read. It’s fun to pore over the images, on nearly every page. It’s a shame I’ve not done this before now.
No matter. I’m enjoying it now just as I intend to enjoy the holiday season this year. Sometimes, I admit, I’ve been a bit of a Scrooge myself. My adult mantra has always been one foot in front of the other. Onward! For Christmas, now, likewise and ditto.
The child in me nods enthusiastically.
first snow; I walk about twenty minutes
but quality over quantity; that’s what counts
eight inches of snow, with more still falling
there’s not much traffic on these unplowed streets;
the entire (lumpy, uneven) center — all to myself
unconventional dinner of scalloped potatoes & ham
Bill’s pumpkin pie satisfies longings deep within
we play pinochle, Macy’s parade on the kitchen TV
glimpses of sunlight burst through the fog of her dementia
bittersweet gratification, these subdued, slanting moments
layer of not-quite-frost
blankets the fairway
an expanse of white
atop so much green
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