I am being folded into my life,
Days reveal themselves
With quiet, joy and solitude.
Indecision, a sometime companion.
Open skies, blue streaked with shades of white
A calming spirit.
Trials perhaps yet to come
I have a voice that wants to sing.
Words and songs all my own,
Not yet expressed
(But soon).
Hidden, but there – still.
Yearning to try
Grasping to know who and what I am
And to understand
What is mine to give, and why.
Move on – my mantra.
At times I am weary
Fearful of destinations undoing the very essence
Of who it is I think I have become.
I think I know what I want
Occasionally, I’m surprised.
I don’t care for ice cream
But sometimes I do.