- True Crime
- A Thousand Splendid Suns
- The Book Thief
- The Godfather
- Oh Brother Where Art Thou
- Pulp Fiction
Autumn is my favorite season and I very much enjoy decorating for all the holidays especially Halloween and Christmas. I love peaches, a good cheeseburger, chai tea, turkey sandwiches and a glass of Cabernet. If I could eat anything without having to worry about calories or cholesterol it would be potato chips and Crunchy Cheetos. My favorite vacation destination is Mackinac Island in the fall.
As for music I’m of the stubborn opinion that the only decade that really matters is the 70’s. Classic rock and blues inhabit my playlists. Favorite artists include Joe Bonamassa, Pink Floyd, Jethro Tull, Dire Straits and The Eagles.
When it comes to television there can be only one choice: Breaking Bad. Survivor, The Amazing Race and 24 also deliver.
How about you? Are there some books, films, music genres or travel destinations not to be missed? Tell me. I love new experiences!
I love days like this. Reclining in my gravity chair on the patio with the sun on my face enjoying the warm breeze, I close my eyes to listen to the birds singing. I’m reminded of summers when we were kids when I’d lay in the tall grass next to the old wooden bridge not far from our house. Day-dreaming, watching the clouds, not a care in the world.
There are chores to be done, for sure. We’ll get to them yet. However, we don’t get many days like this and after all enjoying life and relaxing — this is why we work. This is what it’s all about or should be.
Love the architecture, color and details of this roofline we saw in Galena a few weeks back.
Repeatedly and consistently I make that solemn vow every woman living on this planet has probably uttered at one time or another: This is it. NOW is the moment. Because this time I’m really serious. No excuses. I’m finally ready to start eating better. Exercising more. Getting in shape. I stock up on healthy foods, read about nutrition, dutifully walk every day, run through my stretches and congratulate myself for the effort. It feels good. It feels right. Eye of the tiger baby!
You know there’s always an ‘until’. Until you’re just too tired so you tell yourself you’ll take a little break tonight. Or until you have a (cough cough) bit of a sore throat and didn’t you read somewhere how you shouldn’t exercise if you’re sick. Or the new guy at work brings in bagels or maybe your favorite dessert and you don’t want to offend. Or you drive by your favorite burger joint and man it just smells so delicious! And you’ve been such a good girl. Just. This. Once. It won’t hurt because you’ll jump back into Healthy Living Mode tomorrow.
Except tomorrow never comes. There’s always another ‘until’. (Hint: It’s called Life).
I’m built fairly small and truth be known I don’t have that much of a weight problem. I do, however, for the first time in my adult life have to start eating better and exercising to lower my cholesterol. When I learned my numbers were a little high I was embarrassed. Ashamed. And I resolved to do what it took to turn things around. And within seven or eight months I did just that. Until.
Until I start to let up (just a bit) and allow the occasional pizza or cheeseburger and indulge once again in my daily Starbucks habit. One thing leads to another and when it comes time for my annual cholesterol screening I begin to feel uneasy. When the results come in I just know it’s not going to be good.
And so it begins again. This time is different. NOW is the time I’m going to start living healthily because, you know. Today is the first day of the rest of my life. Keep putting one foot in front of the other. Forward momentum, right? Yep, this time I’m really going to do it!
How do you stay motivated? Are you winning the battle and keeping ‘until’ at bay? What works for you? I’d love to hear your recommendations for healthy living!
In many ways I have always been late to the party: Slow to pick up on fashion trends and clueless when it came to knowing how to style my hair or apply makeup. For several years I wore the same pair of earrings everyday. I can recall observing the popular girls in my class as early as the 6th grade and making mental notes of what they were wearing; however, I had no idea how to replicate that look for myself. None whatsoever. Coming from a family of limited means with six girls meant we shopped for clothing and shoes at second-hand stores. Occasionally we were allowed to purchase something new but even then being small and skinny I just wasn’t able to pull it off. When it came to how I presented myself to the world I always fell short. Now that I’ve got the means my clothes closet runneth over. And while I’m still relatively small and petite I’m better able now to pull together a look that tends to flatter rather than detract.
While all my friends were excitedly waiting to get their learner’s permits and driver’s licenses I was reticent and fearful.
During my junior and senior year of high school I was surprised to hear my classmates discussing college. College? They may as well have been talking in excruciating detail about the lunar orbit or analyzing Greek mythology or explaining the social structure of the ancient Mayans. I dutifully registered for classes at the local community college but chickened out and cancelled prior to the fall semester. At the age of 34 years I decided to quit my job and go to college. It was the best decision of my life. Being a non-traditional student attending the state university with my soon-to-be husband (who I met at college) was an amazing experience.
When it came to drinking and carousing I was also a late bloomer. I was stunned to learn of my classmates (and even — horrors! — my younger sisters) drinking in high school. Pregnant, married and divorced by the time I was 21 I managed to make up for lost time. But I was woefully naïve and stupid about the whole thing.
As a child I was a very picky eater. Sweet corn. I’ll pass. Strawberries? Yuck. Those seeds! Onions? Are you kidding me? Stuffing at Thanksgiving? No way. I didn’t eat cheese until I was in my early 20’s (it was a great accompaniment to the Malt Duck my girlfriends and I liked to drink).
Before I met my husband I dated a guy who detested my reluctance to eat certain foods. So shortly after I met Bill he offered to run and get us burgers. I was hesitant to tell him I wanted mine plain with NOTHING on it. I cringed a little, waiting for the backlash. To my utter surprise I learned that he was just as picky an eater as I was. (I knew then it was meant to be).
In the twenty-three years we’ve been together we’ve both become bolder and more adventurous with our appetites. Strawberries, onions (caramelized even!), stuffing, cheese (glorious cheese!), sweet corn on the cob slathered with butter and coated with salt & pepper — yes, yes, yes — and more! While I draw the line at tomatoes — yes, some things never change — I’m more willing now to experiment with a larger and larger variety of foods.
The upside to all of this of course is while others have had many more years enjoying all of these things, for me it’s relatively new and therefore exciting and awesome and delicious. Late to the party? Perhaps. But it’s still a party nonetheless and I welcome it all with open arms.
With our wide open view to the west we’re the fortunate recipients of some beautiful sunsets. On the flip side of that are the incredible storm clouds, wind and rain that we’ve been privy to witness over the years.
I’m one of those folks who loves thunderstorms. Driving rain, gale force winds, lightning and the sheer delight and theater of hearing those angels in the skies overhead bowling with a vengeance. I love it all!
Rainy, stormy weather is perfect for curling up with a good book or playing a game of cribbage or cooking up a pot of chicken & wild rice or even getting caught up with the ironing if that’s your thing which actually for me it is — I think ironing is sort of relaxing. Go figure.
I know there are some who are terrified of storms and perhaps rightly so. Common sense is important — safety first! But firmly ensconced in the comfort of my own home while the tornado sirens gather cobwebs, all is well in my little world while I watch Mother Nature acting out in her magnificent fashion!
There are six girls in our family of which I happen to be the eldest. (Cue the snare drum — I also like to joke that while I’m the shortest of the bunch I also happen to be the cutest, smartest and most modest but I digress).
To say that we’ve been close would be a bit of an stretch. Our familial ties have been strained over the years due to the usual sibling rivalries, petty fighting and misunderstandings. Add to the mix that each of us is so incredibly different from the others and it’s no wonder tension is sometimes in the air at holiday and other family gatherings. For many years I felt jealousy, resentment and not a little confusion whenever I observed sisters from other families who were close knit or who proclaimed to be ‘best friends’. What on earth was wrong with US I’ve often wondered.
Over the last several years I’ve come to understand why the tension and distrust is there. And while I won’t delve into the reasons for our discord (let’s just call it family dynamics and leave it at that!) I am happy to report that our relationships have steadily gotten better over time. Not ideal but definitely improved.
Two of my sisters and I spent a pleasant afternoon at a local winery today, joined by one of my sister’s friends. As we discussed some of our family history and the evolution of our sisterly bonds it was fascinating to learn that this woman’s family (and its underlying dynamics) weren’t all that different from ours. I recently chatted with another friend who reported similar disharmony between her and her sister. While it is sad to consider siblings not being each other’s greatest champions and defenders it’s also somewhat reassuring to know that my family — our family — is not so different from many others. Perhaps those Hallmark moments I’ve observed outside my own family circle that I yearned for all these years don’t tell the whole story. Things aren’t always what they appear to be.
It’s gratifying now to reestablish our relationships with each other discovering mutual interests while respectfully acknowledging those areas where we otherwise part ways. We have that joint history together — rainbows, laughter, warts and all — good times and bad — that only us girls gets or understands. And in the process I like to think we’re making some new Hallmark moments to hold on to and cherish that will sustain us going forward.
To describe something as ferocious conjures up a jungle image of a lion, doesn’t it? Perhaps a tiger. Maybe even a bear. It’s a word you might use in discussing one’s appetite, sexual desire, ambition, a bad case of chiggers or the Santa Ana winds.
It’s often associated with the young. As in those for whom youth is wasted. Or a brave soldier in battle surviving against all odds. Cancer that ravages a body is said to be ferocious in its assault. It is lean. It is strong. It is determined.
Ferocity is a characteristic that’s hard to maintain but when its how I live my life in regard to the love I feel for my husband and my son (and truth be told the loving care that I should apply toward myself as well) it is these moments when I feel incredible, heady, alive. To observe a robin angling for a worm in the grass or the breeze playing through the leaves or the laughter of children or the awe-inspiring human achievement of lift off at Cape Canaveral or the indescribable taste of a perfect peach — these are the moments for me that speak: ferocious. No holds barred. Bam! Life is amazing and good and delicious.
I want me some more of that!
Have you ever watched the sun setting? Which as I understand it is actually the earth turning away so that our glorious sun appears to sink down below the horizon. Some folks love a good sunrise but for my money it is so gratifying, beautiful and almost playful to watch the setting sun. You can see it slip lower and lower – by degrees – and it is an amazing sight to behold. Factor in the incredible colors of the sky — the pinks and reds and golden shimmer, the varying shades of blue and that fabulous hint of turquoise. There’s nothing quite like it.
My father’s sawmill, with its huge sawblade, multiple levers and gears, planers, chains and stacks of lumber, was not exactly a safe haven for kids to play. Most of the time my five sisters and I were scrambling up and down the (sometimes massive) log piles trying to see how far we could go hopping from one log to another without touching the ground — or before one of the logs shifted and then you better move quickly! Despite Mom’s warnings to ‘stay off those logs’ we returned there time and time again.
A softer, more pliable, place for us to play was the sawdust pile behind the sawmill shed. A farm elevator transported the sawdust to a spot out back, hoisting its cargo to the peak of the device and then dropping it to the earth below. Sometimes the sawdust pile grew quite high – and quite irresistible to us girls – perhaps fifteen feet or more in the air. My sisters and I traversed the elevator, grabbed an overhanging tree branch and flung ourselves out and then down into this waste product of our father’s livelihood. Mostly the sawdust was warm and slightly damp but occasionally we’d land or step into a deliciously cool pocket. Funny how some things remain etched in our memories. Feeling that cool sawdust between my toes is something I can conjure up at a moment’s notice. Another sawdust memory is the time I lost a brand new pair of thongs (that’s what we called what now passes today as flip-flops) to the sawdust pile. I searched and I dug and I dug and I searched for a long time but that new pair — our summer shoes, really — was gone forever.
For something a little more dangerous (read: a little more fun) we would sometime sit on top of a plank of lumber and hurtle ourselves down the rails leading from the saw blade to the far end of the building. As Dad cut a log to the prescribed dimensions the board was deposited onto these rails where the hired help then grabbed each one to stack elsewhere in the sawmill shed. We girls would climb onto a board, make sure we were securely situated and then grab the sides of the rails to propel ourselves forward. The ride was never long enough and we thrilled to the speed! Care had to be taken in how one secured oneself to the board however. If you grabbed it too fully with your hand you ran the risk of getting one or more fingers pinched between the board and the rails. Likewise as you reached to grab the sides of the rails to move forward. It’s surprising, really, that all six of us girls survived our childhoods with all our fingers and toes intact.