so. I’ve gone a little manic.
a little out of focus.
unfocused.
blitzed.


so. I’ve gone a little manic.
a little out of focus.
unfocused.
blitzed.

~ after Mary Oliver

i know it’s not easy
but try not to worry or fret
*
exert yourself in the pursuit
of your own joyful passions
*
remain open
to what is yet to come
*
learn to embrace
this life you’ve been gifted
when a cool summer day
feels like early autumn,
the dew point is manageable,
and there’s a tease of a breeze
under sunny, pale blue skies,
I’m that wide-eyed 10-year-old
staring up at waltzing clouds
conjuring up audacious adventures
and mysteries I alone might solve,
heedless of the world beyond,
and each of its stark realities


a burgeoning stream runs down
the middle of the fairway
scattered twigs, leaves & branches
carpet the patio floor
promised blooms of cheery marigolds,
their flaccid stems
slouched over now in defeat
tumbled chairs, tangled chimes
the wet bulk of lush greenery
pervades the gloom of the storm’s fury,
its straight-line winds & heavy rain
and yet, there shines a glimmer
of recompense as light rims
the receding gallery of clouds
and we know that soon
sunshine will once more warm
the tops of our heads,
soft breezes will again delight
who knew
I’d discover
such satisfaction,
such exhilaration,
so much dang
pure fun!
*
I believe it’s the doing
and the trying,
opening oneself
up to new experiences,
no matter
how terrifying

tulips in the tall grass
laughter and rain
the ripening solitude


brew-pub high top
regrets laid low
confessional laughter
cringy sighs
sins brushed off the table
swept up & away
at the end of every shift

miniature golf
or minor league baseball?
take the boat out
or ride our bikes?
we have zoo brew tonight —
that’s a no-brainer!
so many splendid options
for such a gorgeous day ~

your bright happy faces,
your persistence of blooms!
mood lifter. smile giver.
I shall plant you forever
in my small, humble garden.
Chit Chat